1. |
On The Inside
03:11
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Can you just forget? Wipe me off and start again
Was I? Oh god you made me feel like nothing again, nothing again
The windows are caving in
Glass underneath my skin
See what you need
Made us out to be enemies, enemies
(While you wallow in your selfish worth)
Take all of my time, take all your petty lies
Holding out for a day on the right side
Crawling out of bed, while I’m burning up on the inside
Take me out of line, let my withered soul die
I know what you want and it’s burning me up
On the inside
Is my mind lying to me? Am I supposed to feel free?
Do I deserve, is this my worth?
To feel pity under your control
Take all of my time, take all your petty lies
Holding out for a day on the right side
Crawling out of bed, while I’m burning up on the inside
Take all of my time, take all your petty lies
Holding out for a day on the right side
Crawling out of bed, while I’m burning up on the inside
Take me out of line, let my withered soul die
I know what you want and it’s burning me up
Take me out of line, let my withered soul die
I know what you want and I won’t let you have it
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2. |
Take Me There
03:41
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The sight of heaven is all around us
But the devil he lives within us
Are we tainted or is it human nature?
It’s not sinful living life as strangers
All I know, has been taken away from me
Take me there, to the place where you reside
Where apostates become divine
Your holy words, are nothing but you still try
Sweet comfort in your close kept lie
Apostates become divine
Blindly led to faith with no choice who we meet at the gates
Only free when we let our minds unleash
Just because you believe he loves you
Gives you right to criticize what path we come through
Take my hand, let’s set you free
Take me there, to the place where you reside
Where apostates become divine
Your holy words, are nothing but you still try
Sweet comfort in your close kept lie
We have faltered on all your advice
We have called out for you in the night
No sign, no feeling, no hand of healing
Allow yourself to see the light
Question and defy
We shall not stand in cages
We won’t live words from pages
Question and defy
Take me there, to the place where you reside
Where apostates become divine
Your holy words, are nothing but you still try
Sweet comfort in your close kept lie
Take me there, to the place where you reside
Where apostates become divine
Your holy words, are nothing but you still try
Sweet comfort in your close kept lie
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3. |
Wallow
04:35
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Get me out of this place, get me out
I revel in your misery, I live for your tragedy
You broke me down, you wore me out
Had no faith just threw me about
I whisper, I shout, I scream
Only to hear to you will not redeem me
I told you everything you wanted to hear
How can I make it anymore fucking clear?
You turned everyone me when I’m nothing but weak
You turned everyone against me when my world was so bleak
You’re bitter to the core, you couldn’t ignore
The chance to choke me out and throw me into a war
Get me out of this place, get me out
I revel in your misery, I live for your tragedy
Once you’re called a liar, there’s no hint of desire
To fight against the pain that threw you into the fire
I told you everything you wanted to hear
How can I make it anymore fucking clear?
You turned everyone me when I’m nothing but weak
You turned everyone against me when my world was so bleak
You’re bitter to the core, you couldn’t ignore
The chance to choke me out and throw me into a war
I can hear the ocean in my head, it draws me in
Rest myself I start to begin, I open up and let out what’s within
Don’t you know what you’ve let yourself in for
Take my advice and walk straight out the door
Don’t let this torment become a war
A pain I promise you can’t ignore
I was only for your desire
You turned everyone me when I’m nothing but weak
You turned everyone against me when my world was so bleak
You’re bitter to the core, you couldn’t ignore
The chance to choke me out and throw me into a war
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4. |
Stranger In The Mirror
03:16
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A fire that’s burning it catches on my soul
Crawling inside like there’s no-one home
The raging flames around me
Breathe it in, I let it consume me
I told myself I wouldn’t become this
Active in the problems I so tried to avoid
An outline of the person that I once was
A shadow moving closer
I just can’t seem to find the answer
The stranger in the mirror is smothering me
Grabbing hold of what I want to believe
Pull me out, pull me out
Or let me drown, let me drown
All my darkest fears are laid out one by one
A victim of my mind and it’s only just begun
It’s creeps up on you, it drags you down
I won’t let it wear this hollow crown
It’s not fiction anymore it’s so very real
The black dog it comes, it hunts, it follows you
We run from our problems like there’s no tomorrow
Our reckless mind’s are so tainted in sorrow
The stranger in the mirror is smothering me
Grabbing hold of what I want to believe
Pull me out, pull me out
Or let me drown, let me drown
The stranger in the mirror is smothering me
Grabbing hold of what I want to believe
Pull me out, pull me out
Or let me drown, let me drown
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5. |
I'm Not The Only One
03:12
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The suns will burn forever
The moons create shadows in our eyes
I’m not the only one
I’m not the only one
I’ve never heard just painful words
Young faces crying out it hurts
The silence, the choirs of righteous
Echo through the hallowed walls
I cannot sit in this hall no more
Illness unseen to the naked eye
Oh we’re still young but we still cry
It’s not fair, oh no it’s not fair
The mercy we’re supposed to see
Oh we’re still young but we still bleed
The suns will burn forever
The moons create shadows in our eyes
I’m not the only one
I’m not the only one
I cannot see, I cannot breathe the air is heavy with sympathy
We come together, fall apart
Wish we could do it all right from the start
From the start
Anger amongst the broken hearts
We cannot take back the past
Let’s do it right on each other’s parts
And feel weightless in each other’s thoughts
The suns will burn forever
The moons create shadows in our eyes
I’m not the only one
I’m not the only one
We will live to see the day our souls unwind
We will live to see the day the darkness died
The silence the choirs of righteous
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6. |
Grayscale
03:36
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(I only see life in greyscale now
Life in dead flowers, colours in dark hours
Life is greyscale now)
I see grey, the colour all around
It’s heavy, always weighing me down
This numbing feeling, can’t take it anymore
Set myself free from the cage I have learned to be
I only see life in greyscale now (greyscale now)
Life in dead flowers, colours in dark hours
Life is greyscale now
Nobody told you to live this way
Embrace the devil on my shoulder
A weight to bear as I declare
Life is greyscale
They say life, is black and white
There’s always a wrong and a right
As I step through the shadows
I cannot see the lights
Dull and numbing as we follow
Blindly into this life
Take my hand drag me from this hell
Heart of stone and comfort in feeling alone
Draining all my energy
I only see life in greyscale now (greyscale now)
Life in dead flowers, colours in dark hours
Life is greyscale now
Nobody told you to live this way
Embrace the devil on my shoulder
A weight to bear as I declare
Life is greyscale now
Fear is all I know, as the colour drains from my soul
Fear is all I know, but in my head I’m fighting for life
Fighting for my life
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7. |
Stay
02:59
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This is my testimony, to a world I left behind
I won’t struggle to be myself, you hanging over my shoulder
Don’t tell me who I am, I’m not ashamed anymore
I am not to blame with you your cryptic lies wrapped up in your disguise
I won’t seek your redemption
Time will pass and ghosts will linger
Doomed to haunt these walls forever
Say you’ll stay and I’ll run further
Further than ever before
Ever before
Nice of you to say, I’m doing better now
Oh honey can’t you see, the anger eating the inside of me
I know I need to let go, It’s always gonna’ hold me down
All this anger it rages, It’s not welcome anymore
I won’t seek your redemption, it’s not part of this inception
Time will pass and ghosts will linger
Doomed to haunt these walls forever
Say you’ll stay and I’ll run further
Further than ever before
Time will pass and ghosts will linger
Doomed to haunt these walls forever
Say you’ll stay and I’ll run further
Further than ever before
Claiming back what’s mine, after all this time
I have no time to waste on your pitiful choir
I’m moving on with my life and I am a survivor
Time will pass and ghosts will linger
Doomed to haunt these walls forever
Say you’ll stay and I’ll run further
Further than ever before
Time will pass and ghosts will linger
Doomed to haunt these walls forever
Say you’ll stay and I’ll run further
Further than ever before
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8. |
Let Me Go
04:17
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An absence in my heart
I’m so sick of the dark
When will you let me go
Let me go
It’s too much to late
My permanent state
Tell me I’m okay and give me a break
I feel it, it’s happening again
The darkness underneath my skin
I just want to be left alone
I try and find my mellow zone
I just need some understanding
You’re always so fucking demanding
The very best of me
Which I Refuse to be
An absence in my heart
I’m so sick of the dark
When will you let me go
Let me go
It’s too much to late
My permanent state
Tell me I’m okay and give me a break
Feeling so in-between, lost in my hopeless dreams
In this game of seek and find
So lost in my world
With all the things that I’ve learned
An absence in my heart
I’m so sick of the dark
When will you let me go
An absence in my heart
I’m so sick of the dark
When will you let me go
Let me go
It’s too much to late
My permanent state
Tell me I’m okay and give me a break
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9. |
Hiding From Myself
03:42
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Silent screams and empty rooms
Suffocated but not consumed
Can you hear it can you feel it?
It’s haunting, it’s calling
Petals still fall from those in bloom
Brave face on but not consumed
Can you hear the white noise
It’s deafening, it’s taking over
Burn it up, burn it up
Fear created passion in me
The burning hatred that I so keep
Bottled it up, bottled it up
Don’t you lay this weight on me
Bottled it up, bottled it up
Don’t you lay this weight on me
Hiding from myself
The shadows they’re watching over me
Conscious numbing out
But no-one, no-one believes me
This agony and novocaine
Drowning in the mess I made
This agony and novocaine
But I am worth every breathe I take (I take)
All I ever wanted to see
Was the best version of me
What I got in return
Was empty soulless worth
Backed into the corner now
Pressure building all around
Can you hear it can you feel it
It’s haunting it’s calling
Fears move on and life grows old
Something I have always loathed
Can you feel it, the darkness
It’s taking over
Hiding from myself
The shadows they’re watching over me
Conscious numbing out
But no-one, no-one believes me
Hiding from myself
The shadows they’re watching over me
Conscious numbing out
But no-one, no-one believes me
We all dream of an everlasting paradise
Where we feel safe in our own heads
Hiding from myself
The shadows they’re watching over me
Conscious numbing out
But no-one, no-one believes me
Hiding from myself
The shadows they’re watching over me
Conscious numbing out
But no-one, no-one believes me
Hiding from myself
The shadows they’re watching over me
Conscious numbing out
But no-one, no-one believes me
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10. |
One Last Time
03:51
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I can see it in your eyes, scared of what I might not be
Destroy myself in these dark places
Running into dead end spaces
Separate what’s right and wrong
Create a world of peaceful song
Sometimes I feel like there’s only once answer
Taking me down this road to disaster
I try to wash it from my mind
But it’s lurking there on the inside
I won’t let it take me down
Oh I know what I would leave behind
I was so blind
Just to escape without thought
Pushing it all till I can’t feel no more
Ending this violent selfish war
Inject myself with force fed life
Sometimes I feel like there’s only once answer
Taking me down this road to disaster
I try to wash it from my mind
But it’s lurking there on the inside
I won’t let it take me down
As I die will you lie with me
Stop me from thinking I’ll be free
This is where I feel alive
One last time
Sometimes I feel like there’s only once answer
Taking me down this road to disaster
I try to wash it from my mind
But it’s lurking there on the inside
I won’t let it take me down
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11. |
Wither
03:45
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Spit my soul, one half of a whole
Never given it a chance, at all
Cry myself to sleep when I can’t let go
Take me back to a time when it was all I had
In death, we resurrect
Bring ourselves to life when we wither and die
I feel I don’t deserve this life
How could I come to expect this?
In death, we resurrect
Bring ourselves to life when we wither and die
I feel I don’t deserve this life
How could I come to expect this?
I rebel against my better judgment
This circus of feelings sends me into corruption
You said I’m doing better and I’m finding my way
Feeling lost in the maze I can’t escape
For just once second would you take it all back
But why would I turn away now?
In death, we resurrect
Bring ourselves to life when we wither and die
I feel I don’t deserve this life
How could I come to expect this?
In death, we resurrect
Bring ourselves to life when we wither and die
I feel I don’t deserve this life
How could I come to expect this?
Take me back, to a time when it was all I had
I’ve made my peace with all of this
Pushed until I can’t resist
All I am, is living proof of when you tell yourself you can
Take me back to a time when it was all I had
‘In death, we resurrect’
In death, we resurrect
Bring ourselves to life when we wither and die
I feel I don’t deserve this life
‘I cry myself to sleep when I can’t let go’
In death, we resurrect
Bring ourselves to life when we wither and die
I feel I don’t deserve this life
‘I cry myself to sleep when I can’t let go’
In death, we resurrect
In time we’ll reconnect
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Melodic Post-Hardcore // UK
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